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Chapter Twenty-One

Riley jumped when he heard Buffy’s voice. She and Eve had just walked into the room.

“Working again?”

“Sorry, I guess I was concentrating.”

“Can I get you anything? I feel like I should be doing something.” Buffy walked over and put her arms around him.

“Yeah, sorry. I think this one’s all me.” He moved the chair so that she was standing in front of him, between his legs. He held her like that for a few minutes as they watched Eve run around them. “This so isn’t you. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not sure I’d mind if it were, but…” His voice trailed off. He mumbled. “Joke. Not funny.”

She looked at him sadly. “I’m sorry.”

He smiled and put his hand to her face. “I know.” His voice was hoarse. He pulled her to him, almost clutching her. He was speaking softly enough that she could barely hear him above Eve’s chattering and the music. “It could have worked, Buffy. Not like this…” he gestured at the picture perfect suburban living room, “but it could have worked.” He let go of her. “I need to finish this. I can’t be here with you like this any longer. This needs to be done.”

Buffy started to say something but then stopped. He had that determined look in his eyes. He had a plan, some way to end this. But he wasn’t letting her in on it. She would give him one more day to figure it out; if nothing happened, then vacation was over. She’d have to do something. But for now, this was all him. She’d let him be. Buffy picked up Eve and strapped her into the stroller. “I’m going out for a run.” She smiled and asked, “You going to be o.k.?”

He nodded. He wasn’t used to seeing Buffy this way. She had changed. She was fragile, vulnerable. More human. But he had changed, too. He wasn’t the same man who went into the jungle. The fire was back. He had needed Belize to set things straight again. He had gone down thinking it was Buffy he had lost, but it turned out he had lost himself instead. It was too bad that he hadn’t figured that out before he had signed up for a one way trip to Central America.

Too much thinking. He only had one more part left to write. It would be over soon enough after that.

So why did you change your mind? Was there really new information or did something I say actually convince you? I can’t believe I didn’t ask you then. I was just glad you warned me that Ellis’ orders would be coming down later that day; it gave me time to try to figure out a way to tell Graham that I wasn’t going with them. He had spent the last four months trying to keep me alive; I didn’t think he’d take it well. He had been right – there was nothing for me back home, but I don’t think he realized that I had no interest in leaving Belize.

I got too caught up in myself that day. Too much reflection; not enough thinking. I didn’t think about the village men. It didn’t occur to me that Marcial and the others probably wouldn’t take too kindly to the order to abort. It was almost a fatal mistake.

Marcial had this chain with some flat stones on it. Every night after someone was lost, he would carve a stone in their memory. He would hold it in his hand and jangle it against his knee in time to some rhythm in his head. That night, I woke up to the sound of the stones in my ear, a gun at my head. They walked me into the woods. I thought it was over. But Marcial wouldn’t pull the trigger. He and the other three men argued for twenty minutes about whether to let us live. They’re good men. They had lost so much, they couldn’t think straight. They didn’t want to kill us, but they needed our supplies – they were going to destroy those caves or die trying.

But I can Psych 101 with the best of them. It was while they were arguing that I saw another way. Once we got past the whole anger thing, it was pretty easy to come up with something that would work for everyone.

I thought I should be the first one they tied up and blindfolded – I figured it would probably make the others less likely to fight. My bonds were removed after everyone else had been taken care of. We put together some basic supplies. There wasn’t that much that they’d need – we had all lived in the jungle long enough to know how to live off it. (Sorry about the talkies. The men were too close for us to let you send a team in for them.)

With a little persuasion, our friendly vamps agreed to escort them out. Three vamps, thirteen men and no blood-sucking. Go figure. They marched my men out for a full day and then watched for a few more. Just to be sure they made it long enough to fix the radios. After that point, I figured they’d be fine.

I didn’t last much longer. We thought the attacks were slowing. It had been four whole days since the last one – a record. We were now down to fourteen village men, two vamps and me.

I think we got too close to the caves. The attack was different this time – defense not offense. It was hard to tell day from night down there, the trees were so dense. We were usually safe once the sun rose and the light changed, but this time was different. They caught us sleeping. Two of us had been patrolling the camp and were about 50 yards away. At first I thought the noise was Marcial’s chain, but within a few seconds I realized it wasn’t the same at all. Much higher pitched. Frantic. We started running towards the other men, but never made it there. They took us from behind – there were at least three of them. I managed to wound one, but another was right there. It engulfed me in its wings and I was fighting to breathe. I must have passed out.

When I woke up, I was in a cell. It was completely dark -- no natural light, no candles, nothing. There was no contact for several days. By now I knew these hostiles well enough to know they were watching for how I reacted. I tried to remember my training and ignore the screaming from the other cells, tried really hard to not join in. Just tried to focus on another time and place.

I had no way of telling time, but I think it was the fourth day that they finally came for me. My plan had been to jump them as soon as they walked in, but by then I was too thirsty and hungry; moisture and moss off a cave wall don’t do much for sustenance. I failed miserably. They brought me to a huge room with a platform; their version of the Pit. The restraints were metal. They were really strong and I was really weak. They wouldn’t budge.

I won’t go into any detail about their particular methods. You know this part; or at least you should. The set up was definitely familiar. I had seen it before but with steel tables and stark walls and scientists in white coats. And from a different point of view. Their methods had evolved a bit differently from the Initiative’s – I, for one, wouldn’t have minded drugs – but the general idea was the same. Someone taught them well.

I couldn’t even begin to tell you how long I was there. I only remember the first few days but I’m sure it was longer. And I remember hearing the jangling stones hour after hour. It was one of the things that kept me going.

I’m not entirely sure why they wanted to keep me alive. It may have been because they had more experiments to do. Or maybe because they recognized the uniform and thought I deserved a bit more punishment. For whatever reason, they didn’t kill me.

But you don’t want to hear my theories. You want to know how I escaped. How a broken, bleeding soldier managed to overcome this army and somehow make it out of the jungle alive. I wish I could tell you. I wish I could explain what exactly happened, but I’m afraid I just don’t know. I remember the chains being broken, I remember hearing this ungodly scream, and I remember a feeling of being lifted. I figured it was Death. I thought maybe God had finally sent an angel down to set me free.

 

It had taken Angel several days to get back. Riley had followed a set course towards the caves so that Angel would be able to find the men again. By the time Angel got to them, Riley was gone. Angel was furious. He knew he should have stayed, but Riley had insisted. Riley wanted Graham and the others to have a shot at survival and Angel was the only one Riley trusted to get them far enough out that they wouldn’t be in danger. If Buffy hadn’t been dead, Angel thought, she would have killed him.

The attacks had mostly stopped by that point, but they were down to ten men and five vampires now that Angel and the other two were back. For several weeks they tracked the enemy. They finally found them hidden in a mountain not far from the edge of the rainforest. Angel doubted Riley was still alive.

They watched the caves for several days before they finally made their move. Marcial’s men – by that point Marcial was gone too -- went in first. They insisted. Their whole purpose for months had been to get to this place, and they were not intending to come out until the job was done. They threw in hand grenades and attacked as the caves were emptying, staking as many as they could. By now they had perfected the technique and with the element of surprise finally being on their side, they did a lot of damage.

Once the caves started emptying, Angel and his men ran in. They passed the mostly empty holding cells; there were only a few men left to save. Marcial was one of the last they found; Angel recognized the stones. Angel lifted the man gently, but Marcial wouldn’t let him leave the cell. “Hay niños…” There are children. He weakly pointed further into the caves. Angel handed him off and ran deeper inside. Angel had almost given up when he found them, petrified, but otherwise unharmed.

He grabbed the hands of two of them and made the others form a chain so that no one was walking alone. He made them stop for a moment as he planted a bag filled with Riley’s stash of explosives and started the timer. It had been pre-set for five minutes; they didn’t have much time.

They were scrambling, stumbling through the cave when a little girl stopped.

“Vamos! De prisa!” He urged her to hurry, but she was staring into a vast room. Angel didn’t know how she had seen it. He could barely make out the platform, much less the body.

“Quédate aquí.” He told the children to stay put and ran into the room. He ran to the body and grasped the metal shackles. He yanked at each one using all his strength; there was no time to be gentle. There was a horrible scream as he threw the body over his shoulder and ran back to the children.

“Ve! Go!” They ran through the caves, out into the jungle, and were just far enough away when the explosion rocked the caves. They were thrown into the air, against the trees, but they had made it out.

 

~~ End of Chapter 21 ~~

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